I refuse to sink

You said why you liked
Me
And all I thought was
You have me

Now I’m in neck deep
So
Please don’t drown me
Especially
when my feet
Don’t touch the bottom

I’m not addicted to cigarettes, drugs or alcohol. But I’m addicted to something just as dangerous. Something rather painful. I’m addicted to a person and I don’t believe it’s possible to quit. I guess you can try cutting someone out of your life, though they can always find a way back. A way back into the heart that they never even left at all. You see, alcohol and drugs can’t walk through the door at any minute.
But he can.

If we find out one day that we weren’t meant for each other, you’ll be the best mistake I ever made.

I know it’s not the end of the world, but it sure does feel like it because you were my world. You were my sun, my moon, and all of my stars

You asked me how I was doing
and I wanted to spill out all of my pain
to you.
I wanted to say,
I’m really not doing well at all, I hardly sleep,
and
The smallest things make me cry because I’m balanced right on the edge
But all I said was
I’m okay and the sad thing was that you believed me.